Astronaut Reveals Emotional Distress Following Wave of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen β celebrated as a researcher and activist β was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
βI said the emotional pain might endure for years,β she recounted in a public message, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
βI did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,β she revealed. βA month laterβ¦ I had to hang upβ¦ because I could not speak through my tears.β
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement β including her lab work and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her background β was buried under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the well-wishers whose support pulled her through. βYou all saved me,β she wrote.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the mission, including spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from various fields.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.